Throwback Thursday: Car rides part 1

Throwback Thursday: Car rides part 1

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Inhale…

It was cold so cold. Snow was on the ground. I was being sent away. Again. I was riding a bus down to my parents house. Again. We needed money. Again. We never had enough money. Ever. My relationship with my parents was strained. I didn’t want to go. I hated asking for money. I was 30 years old. I felt inadequate. Stuck between a rock and a fist. A fist that waited for me to get back and I better not be empty handed. Again. Continue reading

Throwback  Thursday: A memory

Throwback Thursday: A memory

This past Monday I had an appointment with my therapist and we spoke about the yelling outside in the middle of the night incident that happened last week. I told her about my reactions to it and how I am absolutely tired of these flashbacks and countless bad dreams. She suggested that I pick a memory and write about it over and over again until I become desensitized to it. I will dedicate this homework to the throwback Thursday edition of my blog. Continue reading

Throwback Thursday: The camera as I knew it!

Throwback Thursday: The camera as I knew it!

I haven’t done one of these posts in a while so… it’s Throwback Thursday people! Today’s topic… cameras!

Lately I have been sharing with you many photos and what you’ve seen is not even half of what I took. My camera has hundreds of photos documenting my life for the past year or so… why? Because I’m happy… Continue reading

Throwback  Thursday: My job vow!

Throwback Thursday: My job vow!

It starts with a feeling… joy… utter and complete happiness… you no longer dread Mondays… you feel a slight sadness on Fridays (especially during your depressive states and hated being home with your feelings)… you are in a place where you feel like you belong… a piece of your puzzle has been found and you are complete… as far as career choices goes. That is what it was like when I began my job in a library back in 2010. Continue reading

Throwback Thursday: Pinch an inch!

Throwback Thursday: Pinch an inch!

If you can pinch more than an inch then you’re fat…

Who knows this one? I know I am not the only one! Honestly I have no recollection of how I came to learn this sweet turn of phrase but it is etched in my brain. Of course I don’t believe it for a second as I am sure the thinnest of person can muster up enough skin to pull an inch.  Continue reading

Throwback Thursday: Closet memories

Throwback Thursday: Closet memories

Hello, my name is Stephanie and… I… love clothes. Clothes are awesome! I love to experiment with different styles and colors.  You could change your look on the daily if you wanted too! It is something that I have really gotten into in the past year. But why the sudden interest in stuffing my closets? Continue reading